Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Unexplained to the Core?






Ever wondered the presence of some un-answered, un-believable, mysterious phenomenon around you!!! Well, this world Is a mysterious place with simplest of activities being convoluted into each other. Ranging from anachronous superstitions to unexplained human behavior, from haunted places on earth to mysterious happenings, not everything in this world follows an order, a ‘defined’ order.
Each individual has a certain power that resides within either to forecast, to premonitory behave, to sense, or to rationalize a weird explanation. And I am no less. Putting it on paper just brings in a distinction of providing strength to the feelings I experience, but no deviation from what all go through in this world of Brownian Movement.
Ever tried understanding the trauma for people who can predict future, like Alex Browning in Final Destination movie series, or Sandra Bullock in Premonition?? I don’t know what tag a phenomenon like feeling the same on same day at a different place as a different individual would be given, but yes I have felt the same.
Following are few instances of something weird, something mystique things I’ve encountered in the past:-
• A sudden nostalgic feeling to search the song ‘
Hiriye (by Shael)’ on Internet for downloading on the same day when my twin, residing 1000’s of kilometers away from me experienced the same. It was late in the evening he called me up asking me to download, and I was dumbstruck.. This is no mainstream song that many other individuals would be downloading that created this coincidence but a strong feeling of emotions; of hearts that connect individuals. But can science explain this phenomenon?
• A sudden prediction all of a sudden about an unknown stage show artist who had to deliver until main guest Udit Narayan at the college function arrived at the venue. Before the female artist could even give her introduction, there was something in me that predicted her name loud and clear and all my friends’ eyes kept rolling in total shock on hearing the same in her introduction speech. I had no clue where did that come from as I had never seen the artist ever before in my entire life!!!
• It was during the time when we were waiting for CAT percentile to be out shortly, precisely a day before when one of my friends called me up to know the source from where he can have a look at his results. Being brilliant at studies, he had always expected a decent score when something in me predicted his score (a very sorry figure) and it was bang exactly the same value he scored during announcements, totally an unanticipated value. It was a shock to him not allowing him to stand eligible for any college and a deplorable co-incidence for me to know before-hand what was not asked for!!!

• Another shocking incident occurred when i had carried out extensive search in my mailbox looking for a mail with the subject 'Thought for the day!!!' on one fine afternoon. It was a daily ritual(receiving mail for thought) and i was wondering that one of my very close friends' (whom i've not talked since ages) "thought" relating to me should be there in my mail box. Never did that thought occur to me in the past and never did i find any thought from this person in my mailbox. But just a day after, i could see what i had forseen the day before. There was a mail which read 'Friend is the one with whom you can dare to be yourself', totally for me by this female friend. It did give me goose-bumps and shivers down my spine. I was moved more by the true yet silent prediction of the event within me than the thought itself. any explanation??????
There are a lot many other small instances in day-to-day life that goes for me unexplained and unanswered. Does anyone amongst us have the keys to these mysteries??? Any takers??

Monday, May 5, 2008

Ek RuKa HuA FaIsLa - Movie


One of the most attention grabbing movie of its times!!!

Indeed, this flick was a copy of the original english movie --> 12 Angry Men, but even then it had all the class and enigma of an original drama with a hung jury deciding the fate of an individual convicted for murder of his own father. Directed by the great Basu Chatterji, introduced a new set of actors all graduates from National School of Drama - like K.K.Raina, Pankaj Kappor, Annu Kapoor, S.M.Zaheer. The story was quite uniquely written by Mannu Bhandari titled Mahabhoj.

This movie got released in the year 1986 and proved that how a low budgeted, a semi-parallel cinema can do wonders at the box-office. This movie was a testimonial to the endurance in acting and drama skills' capabilities of not so profound but truly talented actors.

Twelve male members of a jury gather together in an enclosed room to deliberate their decision on a charge of murder against a young man who has been accused of killing his elderly father. All of the jury, except for one, are convinced of this young man's guilt, and they would like to convince their colleague also to come to the same unanimous decision. But will they be able to convince him to change his verdict? It finally boils down to a fight between facts and prejudices, a tussle between truth and assumptions, a fight between law and humanity. One dissenting juror tries to influence the verdict with his personal prejudices and biases. And the game makes a nose-dive when towards the ending part its one indiviual who stands on the other side of the grass and want to punish the convict against 11 other who wants to set him free!!!

A must watch flick for all movie buffs and for those who appreciate the real talent in acting, drama and story-line!!!

Summary:- This movie will not just give you the best time spending in years but it would also teach you a lesson as to how to handly cases with partial knowledge, how a logical rationale can save the life of an individual against prejudices and how do you chip in a thin line between personal and professional interests..Get set guys, go ahead and watch this flick...and do honours to the Great's who dedicated themselves in making this GEM!!!

Friday, April 25, 2008

Love poem...Short one

purity as we know comes from the face of your's,

your radiance and glow, a beat to the closed doors,

your eyes so caring and drenched with love,

an enagmatic personality, as beautiful as a dove!

your smile like a half crescent moon,

moon smiles to lit an unfazed sky,you do the same

and to keep your path unfettered,i'm ready to die!!!!

Friday, October 5, 2007

LIFE IS HELL!!!

Life is Hell,
I do not want to run behind it,
For you, the kibitzer, staring at me,
Try looking within me, it’s choked with Shit!!!
I prolonged for the happiness,
the peace I anticipated to deserve,
the mirage shattered all my identity,
only lay behind the pieces of my soul, left unpreserved!!!
You got no home, my soul doesn’t reside within,
You got no one to talk,
Its ages since I talked within!!!
You have bursts of laughter, with soul at peace,
Every tear on my cheek, is played with chronically,
Never allowing me to perspire even, or allow enough, just to seize!!!
The rapture in my life comes to an indefinite halt,
I stand alone, all alone in agony and angst,
Don’t you dare mocking, else,
I got no option then to live a life, a living Hell!!!

Monday, August 27, 2007

The Incomplete Truth

All alone i stand, stand against my shadow,
gazing at it with an unending desire,
the only personifacation of mine touching my toe,
evoluting enough, just to cause her wrath n ire!!!

Time & around, i feel cheated,
stabbed by those who question my existence,
had i been non existent,who would have hurt me,
or hurt me enough,to annihilate my evidence!!!

The emptiness that fills from within,
choking me to death so undesired,
few words of love i wanted to share,
were fangs to you with aftermath so dire!!!