LIFE IS HELL!!!

Life is Hell,
I do not want to run behind it,
For you, the kibitzer, staring at me,
Try looking within me, it’s choked with Shit!!!
I prolonged for the happiness,
the peace I anticipated to deserve,
the mirage shattered all my identity,
only lay behind the pieces of my soul, left unpreserved!!!
You got no home, my soul doesn’t reside within,
You got no one to talk,
Its ages since I talked within!!!
You have bursts of laughter, with soul at peace,
Every tear on my cheek, is played with chronically,
Never allowing me to perspire even, or allow enough, just to seize!!!
The rapture in my life comes to an indefinite halt,
I stand alone, all alone in agony and angst,
Don’t you dare mocking, else,
I got no option then to live a life, a living Hell!!!

The Incomplete Truth

All alone i stand, stand against my shadow,
gazing at it with an unending desire,
the only personifacation of mine touching my toe,
evoluting enough, just to cause her wrath n ire!!!

Time & around, i feel cheated,
stabbed by those who question my existence,
had i been non existent,who would have hurt me,
or hurt me enough,to annihilate my evidence!!!

The emptiness that fills from within,
choking me to death so undesired,
few words of love i wanted to share,
were fangs to you with aftermath so dire!!!